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well, fine
this chapter is gonna be english and only
it is not because i want to swagger around or to show off how brilliant i got here, definitely not,
just some of the chapters are meant to be written in english since the moment i set up the names for this story
some of the plots are inspired by some english texts
it is so hard to transfer the feelings and tense to chinese
so for anyone who has a problems with this, just consider it a crazy talk
i am fine with that
while here i want to talk about 'heroism'
the whole story has a lot to do with that word
actually even now i am sure there is still some of that left there whoever can read my novel this far,
and of course in Tiffany
i doubted for a serious time that what the hell is heroism, isnt it supposed to be equaled to being a fool or a faker
but after i went through many good and hard times, it came to my mind that no matter what that is, we need it
sure there are people who cares about nobody else but themselves
even worse they hurt others to get what they want
but this is not the reason why we should give up on offering help, being a hero
if ever anyone turns down a call for help, for the bullshit reson of being realistic, he or she becomes a murder
there is no difference from pulling the trigger
no matter how small the fever is
even it just like stop calling a overweight girl 'pig'
or donot laugh when someone couldnt provide a right answer in front of a great number of people
when we give up on that point, this is no good reason, but excuse.
well, if anyone does that to you, just fuck them all,
and remember to hang on there and that will never last long
作者有話要說：just be a hero of your own
